strange things happen...strange emotions flood our minds...leaving no room for reason..sometimes...
you run after something with utter desperation...like there is no happiness without it in your life....that something becomes your obsession...your motivation ...your ambition...
and when you get it...a strange realization dawns upon you... that 'something' is not what you really want...its not really an answer to all the questions puzzling you till now....
is it because change is something you resist...is it that you feel that that 'something' was not so unattainable really...and so u start looking for a different goal....that poses greater challenge...
or is it that you want someone to tell you to stay put...someone to tell you that you are right...you so want that to happen..but ..!
thing dont happen the way you plan....the way you dream... the way you so desperately want...
there is no voice of reason you want to pay attention to...the only voice you want to hear is not audible...you try hard..harder..but all in vein....
life is not always that fair anyways..!!!
